Why I Am Pissed Off Today
1) I have the flu, which means:
2) I have a fever, and:
3) I am nauseous. Oh, and:
4) I am tired. So very, very tired
5) And my body aches
Also:
6) The side-effects from Zoloft are still going strong
7) And my anxiety is not reacting well to all of this
8) Nor is the depression
9) I am so sick of being sick
I know I'm blowing this out of proportion, but sometimes it seems as though the world is against you, you know?
Before you tell me I've got it good, I know that. I do. On a logical level, I know that, and I want to smack myself for feeling the way I do.
But I still feel the way I do.
I feel like nothing is ever going to get better.
ps: I know things are going to get better
pps: Logically
ppps: But I still feel...ah, you get the gist now so I'll stop.
5 Comments:
my sister..i'm more mad at how often you've been getting sick then anything else. it's not fair. you have a beautiful lil baby you should be spending wonderful times with but u keep gettin sick grrrrrr i wonder if your mental state is making your psychical state worse? maybe when the zoloft kicks in you'll feel 100%. this will NOT go on forever, your just going threw a bad patch, we all do. i've been having it rough with this pregnancy but know that it is definately going to get better *especially when the baby is OUT of me lol* i always have to keep positive!!! maybe , when you feel up to it, it's time me and you go see some movies together, or go shopping, or SOMETHING fun..it's always great goin out with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
your sis
I am so sorry for you; nothing is worse than a sick mommy and you have had more than your share. Hopefully it's the 24 hour variety. I know you can't rest so...hang in there. Diane
I hope you get better soon!! It sucks being sick. I have also had the flu or a cold lately and I am really tired. Well I was tired before getting sick but now more so.
ps my sister has recently started leaving me comments on my blog and I love it!
HUGS! Many many hugs from here...
It's going to get better. Promise. Sorry you're sick, the flu just sucks!
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